can anyone advice me on what is love?

what is love, all? am I selfish to have wanting to escape from conflict by asking for a breakup to save me from a quiet days in future? maybe this is a sign to show my love for u still isn't that much? but I hold back my thoughts of leaving and chose to live with u, still wanting to know and concern about ur feelings. is this love or just sympathy? I do care about u afterall. I begin to feel that I prioritize u in my every part of life. I'm confused I don't know what is love. can someone explain to me? am I loving someone or I am force to be together? nothing is locking me down to him. I can leave anytime but I chose to stay until he can find someone better n bless him. do I really love someone? I need advise. sometimes I do really hope he would give up on me for a better choice out there. I know we might not be happy in future tgt w so much conflict btw us. give up so easily on our relationship, does this really means that I don't love him much? planning not to love others after u.