Im officially missin' you.

nothing to be sad about. im just missing a friend whom always texted me all these while.
used to kept me entertained. is just one day without messaging i feel lonely. why do i have such feelings arent we;re just friends???
hoping i can slowly forget about what i went through and continue with my normal life back then. why must come in to my life and exit like that. =[ im in a whirl im confuse. why will a person ask you out on his birthday and not want you to know about it and thanked you for spending the night with. im confused. and i've made a silly decision to hurt myself was to accept to be part of my life. i made a huge mistakes, I missed my days when im neutral and not troubling over these matters. i hate this feelings. why are you that good to me in the first place when everyone not the same to you. D= you didnt really treat everyone the same or you are just kidding me you dont treat everyone the same. and it hurts me now. i hope with time i will heal and get away... please dont ask me out but actually im good with going out but please dont treat me as a special ones. i will be grateful for it better than im suffering now alone w/o you knowing. it's cruel!

Why will i treasure it?

Why will i treasure a plushie Oasis eventhough i thought that i dont have any feelings for the gifter... maybe he's too sweet and comfortable to get along. I think he's treating everyone this way so there's nothing special to think and say about. Why am i looking forward to a sms so happily when i texted him. sigh... dont let my thoughts go wild and be normal friend. =D D=

sigh.... stop thinking.

Going for a dinner treat tml

What should i do. im meeting a guy i used to have a crush on him. im in a whirl now. hopefully he can do all the talking to tml to keep me entertain..
maybe it's just nothing to him cos it is meant to be meal from him as i helped him... so is just a act of appreciation

okay please dont think too much. he's just too good to everyone. =D
so i think is just normal...

he's a gemini how come will a guy shows his gratitude towards a person on his birthday?? Im sure will not turn up if i were to out with him... gosh...

Pink fancy items for desktop ❣

Here's a sceenshot of my recent desktop. who say you cannot style it to the way you like. I am very happy with what i found from some creators from the internet.

Tada❣

Pretty right?❣ Credits to those wiget i managed to find. hhaha

Beg me then i will re share with you guys? haha nah here you go.
scroll down to below you will get to see more stuff you like esp if you loved pink so much just like how i do. =D

Starting from the pink ribbon clock for desktop

http://www.4shared.com/rar/OqKxE2Xt/Sparkle_Pink_Clock_By_HanaSaku.html

Next, the calendar along with to do list and event notification board.
http://www.4shared.com/rar/0qgXPeU2/Pink_Lace.html
arent them too pretty and kawaii


http://www.4shared.com/get/-mQsC6du/Rainlendar_Program__Skin_by_Ha.html

Then if you like to blast your speaker and would want to beautify your boring window player change to Winamp you get to change and use this pretty skin like no one business..

here's the link to download what i've downloaded. the Cinnamonroll and friends media player skin.

http://download.nullsoft.com/customize/component/2006/4/25/S/Cinnamoroll_and_Friends.wsz

Well, no need to be afarid of downloading things that you might not like as I only shared what i liked you might like it too. if not you wont be here reading till the bottom of this entry =D hopefully i am right. So just download and starting loving it... haha

okay. Enjoy downloading, however, Note, the above still credit to the graphic creator as i do not own them at all. =D

Enjoy!
Lastly, I've got one lovely song to share, titled 'Baby Sugar' by Milky Bunny (tsubasa Masuwaka)


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