in search of my inner motivation to do work. omg.

I am emoing again after lunch... why do i always wait till submission date is very near then will have the motivation to work on my assignment.. that is so unhealty maybe just because i dont like to study what can i do then? i am such a useless person. used to lazy life. omg i should wake up cos ive been sleeping for a year. nearly 2 years. i shal not let history repeat itself how can i prevent it? shall him be my motivation for everything? scoring good grades for him? i think i should cos he's my only motivation now. I SHALL CHANGE FOR A BETTER~