Woah i cant believe i used an hour for nightly skin care

1. Cleansing milk
2. In shower body conditioner
3. Facial cleansing with brush device
4. Toner
5. Essence water
6. Mask
7. Eye cream
8. serum
9. Emulsion
10. Sleeping mask/ rejuvenating oil
11. Night body cream
12. Foot cream
13. Hand cream
14. Lip balm.

Omg. Yes,  nightly. I wonder, do you do these too? Women,  women. 🍭 alright time for sleep. Time check 10.49pm singapore.

Feeling needs to be motivated, get the engine going. And move on from the wrong

Face. It.
Stand firm and be yourself.
Be law by law. Listen to myself then consider others. Protect myself than others. Money is the most impt. Equally impt as relationship but certain relationship can comes after money.
I promise to be myself n be truthful to myself from today. I will never let myself down ever again. Need a change. Starting from personal habits.

Be proud of myself. And take good care of myself before others. Pls be a grown up. 

choose a person to be

person A

- learn about financial and maximize $? risk!

- Travel around the world.

- I will still continue to work

Person B

- Normal person who shop, eat, surf

- Rely on saving. (hard earn money), I will not earn much max a 3k only with lower qualification.

- Travel around with above saving. 

- be a lifestyle person. be my family chef every thurs or fri? haha.  

Types of job (sg)

Keen in?

- jobs which i enjoy doing or purely work for sake of money?

- what do i enjoy..

I clearly know that I enjoy working on creating things, such as cute stuff, online, animated? looking at kawaii stuff, so shall I pursue in these or shall I do those things which is rountine? I tend to lose focus easily. I know that it means I need a job which has new surprise or creating new things and best is I may still be able to benefit the community. Where on earth there's an interesting job like this. 

Maybe yes, probably it be marketing? Shall I just try out then.... in future take a lower pay>? it means whole life lower pay?

If I am doing creative job, will I sick of it too? how much longer does this passion would lasts?. no ones actually know. 

What is my strength

- a lil creative.

- talk casually and polite?

- I can rather dont talk.

- a lil tech savvy

- quick learner

- not shy. 

- loves to research and love to find out new things

my weakness

- poor language

 - poor organisation

- poor time management (but I've improved a lil, I tend to dwell on things to fine tune things.)

- hates to read but able to listen a lil.

- attention seeker.

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http://www.16personalities.com/enfj-strengths-and-weaknesses

Why am I still feel so bothered about you.
It's been so long.
I am rather sad that we began. and we turned this bad. I felt myself being so failure. Not being able to love a person whom I truly love. And now, you were gone, and knew you might have anoter and wishes to purchase a new flat. You even look at HDB. did you just do that to every gf you have. Im aint any special actually. I feel no hatred . not a single. just felt wounded. I scrifices you cos I am not a good option for you. I cant live your dream cos im not capable probably just not the girl you dream of.
When on earth can I even meet a true love after this bad relationship. Why humans are fake. Or maybe I've let you goand you really heed my advice as you have nothing to lose and you get better option without any possibility of suffer in future. Perhaps I have to be happy over this that you are finally free and be able to live the life you always wanted. As for me, Im thankful as before that I get to loved you once. I am here to speak. m I will nv love you anymore. though I enjoy loving you.

Anyway, I really hope i can move on soon. I am still sad. Why!
Above just a random of the mini diary owner.

Am I also living in my world too . unwillingly to erase all the moment i wished to keep? Why am I so silly as always.

Allow me to kill this love for you away. Thank you.