Feeling needs to be motivated, get the engine going. And move on from the wrong

Face. It.
Stand firm and be yourself.
Be law by law. Listen to myself then consider others. Protect myself than others. Money is the most impt. Equally impt as relationship but certain relationship can comes after money.
I promise to be myself n be truthful to myself from today. I will never let myself down ever again. Need a change. Starting from personal habits.

Be proud of myself. And take good care of myself before others. Pls be a grown up.