Why am I still feel so bothered about you.
It's been so long.
I am rather sad that we began. and we turned this bad. I felt myself being so failure. Not being able to love a person whom I truly love. And now, you were gone, and knew you might have anoter and wishes to purchase a new flat. You even look at HDB. did you just do that to every gf you have. Im aint any special actually. I feel no hatred . not a single. just felt wounded. I scrifices you cos I am not a good option for you. I cant live your dream cos im not capable probably just not the girl you dream of.
When on earth can I even meet a true love after this bad relationship. Why humans are fake. Or maybe I've let you goand you really heed my advice as you have nothing to lose and you get better option without any possibility of suffer in future. Perhaps I have to be happy over this that you are finally free and be able to live the life you always wanted. As for me, Im thankful as before that I get to loved you once. I am here to speak. m I will nv love you anymore. though I enjoy loving you.
Anyway, I really hope i can move on soon. I am still sad. Why!
Above just a random of the mini diary owner.
Am I also living in my world too . unwillingly to erase all the moment i wished to keep? Why am I so silly as always.
Allow me to kill this love for you away. Thank you.
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